This is a question I was asking
myself as well as was asked by my friends.
Why really? I am going to try and
answer that.
Well, I have been living with candles
all my life at least Shabbat (Friday night candles) Hanukah candles and
birthdays candles; we sang about them and with them tenths of songs. Votives-
memorial candles - we looked at them and absorbed the memories, the sorrows and
the heritage. Then emergency candles for power cuts especially in stormy
winters which brought tender, a bit shaky, romantic light and added (at list in
my memory) lots of cosines to the nights.
Than life have brought me to Costa
Rica, a Catholic, Latin country where candles have a major role in the life,
the home décor, the culture. I even learned to like eating in a dark candles
lit dining rooms. The candles indifferent colors forms shapes and scents became
part of our daily life. I fell in love with them.
Not too long ago I found
myself stuck as a car on a muddy road. Away from my children, grandchildren,
friends, without a "room of my own" to create new things. Stuck even
deeper with writer's block not being able to continue the novel I was working
on, as being a writer was, and still is my oldest unfulfilled dream. My garage
was full of unpacked boxes mostly of art and books. There was no chance, even
if I wanted too, to fit everything in the house.
The car in the muddy road
turned into a turtle in the same road with too much stuff in its carried along
full house. I trumpled andtreaded and found me higher grounds and there...I so the light at the end of the tunnel.
TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Don't keep us too long for part 2. Looking forward reading your next.
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Thanks Meni
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ReplyDeleteThanks Melissa! I am glad you liked it
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